looking at these pictures doesn't help. and now, looking at a different phase of pictures helps even less.
however, today, thanksgiving 2013, as i took part in 2 things, that i am not medically supposed to be able to, or emotionally or physically or mentally, i can smagrin.
this morning i ran my 3rd 5k by myself. 9a turkey day 5k.
my legs and my right side throb. my lungs are killing me right now. i feel the slime building as i attempt to cough no more. it hurts my chest, but i don't want to cough big.
and i was still able to make it on time to work today, 11am to 9pm. yes that is a 10 hour work day. bussing. so, carrying, balancing, not tripping when my ankle wants to give out, not running into the millions of non stop customers because i have no perifrial vision AND making sure i am not dehydrated from the run and now from work. so lots of drinking apple juice. and i know now that calories are so vital to the human system when working alot. but there really wasn't time to eat, not in 10 hours! but now, i got my two croissants, and i will be thankful for that.
i am also very thankful for my new co workers. they all endured as well and they had good attitudes. that means so much to me. i try to exemplify good attitude and i feel like my time is wasted when others don't try, even when they're standing right next to me, complaining and bickering, etc. but not today. why does it have to be only one day? that's not a complaint. it's a question that negativity shy's away from.
happy thanksgiving negativity!!
